b4angeleyes
11-06-2007, 08:55 AM
Hello old and new friends, I found this site some time back I used Darvocet I had been on them for years for back pain and somewhere in time I crossed the line and one every 6 hours became one every 3 to 4 hours then 2 every 4 hours. I can not tell you the times I got off for a short time only to start again the last time I got off I only went to using xanx to help get through a day because I didn't have the pain pills anymore then my Mother passed away last year and off I went again looking for a way to kill all pain in my life. I know many will say go get help somewhere and I agree but for anyone who feels like I did I live in a small area and just didn't want to do anything but on my own my biggest problem was I wanted the drug so bad I had it on my mind every day. I am now on antidepressants because the back pain is so bad because two things I live on a small fixed income and no insurance so I have to deal but for whatever reason the antidepressants help me to do things I enjoy in life again and I don't dwell on wanting the pain pills I have been on antidepressants before and have done good in the past only time will tell when I get off if I stay clean. I feel better than I have in a long time I am sharing this in hope maybe this will help someone like me it may work for them I have been clean from pain pills now for 2 months I know the antidepressants are only a short fit to the problem but I pray that the pain pills will be out of my body and with time my mind will have learded to find better ways to deal with life and back pain. what I like about this site is everyone is very warm and understand where I have been and am at God Bless everyone:195: