Newbie, oldie just plain tired

[taste]

I am a newbie and an oldie. I once was sober for three years but now I cant go three weeks. I have no control over my sickness. Its killing me slowly. Its tearing my family apart. Its effecting my job. I hope that I can stick with this website and find the peace of mind I once knew. I live in a country where meetings are scarce and another language is spoken. I'm about at the end of my rope. I feel like just giving up. Why be cursed with a sickness such as this?

[admin]

:67: taste! :17: Glad to have you join us here. Reading your post brings back memories of how I use to be. If you are unable to attend meetings in your area, there are some online meetings here http://www.cyberrecovery.net/forums/chat_mainpage.php . You can check the schedule for meeting times http://www.cyberrecovery.net/forums/chatmeet.php . Please feel free to continue to share with us here. We are here for you. :42:

[kaistevens]

I'm Kai, I'm an alcoholic.

Due to some health problems I am having, I am not able to make it to many meetings these days. This site saves my life. It's available 24 hours a day and covers just about everything. Keep coming back.

Kai

[janbear]

Hey taste, glad you are here and reaching out. Please make use of the links that Tammy posted and continue to share with us here at the board. When i hit my bottom in my addiction it was then i turned around and became willing to go to any length to get and stay sober. I found my help through the 12-step program and God in my life. I have relapsed also. You show courage in coming back. Take things a day at a time or 5 minutes at a time to not pick up. :94:

[tlyn]

Hi taste, Glad you are here. One day at a time. with the steps and God we will find the peace that has been lost. Please keep coming back. You are not alone.

[Angelina243]

Welcome taste! Glad you are here! :smile: