Hello everyone...reaching out...

[BrokenWing]

Hello to everyone here. My name is Tandrea, and I am an addict. I have been sober for 2 years.

I haven't gone to a meeting since October of 2006. I am regretting that today more than ever.

Something happened last night that I'm not handling well, and I began to want to use for the first time in a very long time. I want to use right now. I am hurting so badly that I really just feel like giving up.

I can't get to a meeting right now, and was sitting at the computer. So, I decided to see if there were any online meetings and found your site. I read a little and began to hurt a little less. I feel less disconnected from life...just by browsing a couple of posts.

Thank you for being here, and I'm thankful to God that I found you. I'm reminded that I'm not alone...even when I feel like I'm back at rock bottom. I just need to reach out my hand...

[admin]

:67: ((((BrokenWing)))), Glad to have you here with us. Please make yourself at home. We also have online meetings here http://www.cyberrecovery.net/forums/chat_mainpage.php . You can check the meeting times here http://www.cyberrecovery.net/forums/chatmeet.php . Please feel free to continue to share with us on the board here also. We are here for you. :42:

[kaistevens]

Glad you are here BrokenWing. Hope you keep coming back. Hope you can get back to some meetings too. I have not been able to attend many meetings lately, and I had no idea how much that was hurting me until I got back to a few of them. WOW, there is LIFE there, with those people. I had for sure run out of any of that alone in my head.

Make a home here, we need ya. Kai

[anniemac]

:97:glad you found us, BrokenWing, and hope that today is looking brighter for you.