Feeling alone

[joziegirl]

I'm a new comer and just found this site a little while ago, I am a alcoholic, drug attic. I have been trying to quit for some time now, and really want to bad..
I am tired of letting down everyone around me, and staying in denial, has been the hardest part. I have three children, a husband, and an awesome family, but can't seem to get it together. I'm am dealing with separation, and feeling sorry for myself..I desparately want to break the chain. :sad:

[joziegirl]

Is there anyone out there that feels like chatting

[admin]

:67: joziegirl! :17: Glad to have you join us here. Please make yourself at home. We have a chatroom here http://www.cyberrecovery.net/forums/chat_mainpage.php where some folks chat with one another also. Please feel free to continue to share with us here on the board. We are here for you also. :42:

[kaistevens]

Glad you are here.:62:

Keep coming back.:1:

We need you here.:14:

Love ya later. Kai:171:

[anniemac]

Hi Jozie,

Welcome ~ glad to have you here with us. How are you doing today?

[Angelina243]

Welcome Jozie! I'm glad that you are reaching out. I can understand where you are coming from...and I am separated from my son's "father". It is not easy--I'd be lying if I said it was--but it is getting better--slowly over time. I have accepted my addiction and am learning how to move forward in my recovery. You are not alone.:42:

[joziegirl]

Thank you , much, this site has me realizing, i'm really not alone thanks to people such as yourself,

[joziegirl]

Thank you all

[joziegirl]

I'll be coming back, keep in touch

[bluesman]

Joziegirl,
Stop letting yourself down first, then the rest will come. I am also separated and getting a divorce and it makes it all that much harder, I know! I will have 60 days in on Sunday. I had nine years before a really ugly relapse turned my life upside down. I just wanted to die. Today I am better and if I can do it so can you. Stay in the books if you have them, if you don't get them and get to some meetings. The rooms are a saving grace! You hang in there and let us hear from you soon

[celticgrey]

Just stay with us today, and tomorrow will have it's own moment. Keep the faith, it's one that works.

[Bronx850]

Hi :17: Keep coming bacK:42:

[lisi]

Is there anyone out there that feels like chatting
Hi joziegirl

I'm sort of in the same position. I'm an alcoholic with 2 children and my husband is thinking about leaving me. My family have disowned me so i'm going to aa tomorrow for the second time. When i went to a meeting last time it started to help me, but i gave up after a couple of months. Wish i hadn't I wouldn't be in the mess i'm in today, anyway try to go to a meeting it helps. Sorry i can't be of any better guidence but i know talking to someone with the same addiction does seem to help:smile:

[gyatzo]

:29::42:hi frens im thinley ive been with na for a long time and its wonderful being here and free but life is great someday the other day its boring d next its great again but i feel happy livin tis way ..

[gyatzo]

na is my life and its my way,ive learnt to live just for today.

[sonia n]

joziegirl,
i just joined i wanted to share that everything is going to be ok, just as long as you don't pick up that good thing about meetings is that we go threw things in life and other addicts alcoholics can tell us how they got thru that experience. keep sharing