neesey
12-31-2007, 08:15 PM
i haven't been here for a few weeks. i'm still clean. have been since nov. 16. just been busy, and the last couple of weeks has been so hectic. everyone around me has had a really bad Christmas, a friend died in an alcohol related accident Christmas Eve. my ex-husband was arrested 2 days before Christmas for soliciting minors online.it is apparantly pretty serious since his bail was $800,000. i have 2 girls with this man and it is really tearing them apart, they just lost their grandfather in sept.then another friend of mine went to the pen for dirty ua. so needless to say i have been to busy focusing on their problems, haven't had time to deal with my own. but the last couple days things have been slowing down some, and the urge is getting to me again. i have missed this site, it helps a lot. anyway just need some prayers so i can continue to stay clean and strong for all the people that need me, maybe somebody to talk to.