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scots bill
Joined: 08 Apr 2005
Posts: 399
Location: cleveland,england
PostPosted: 12 Jul 2005 05:37 pm
hi all
feel so angry and helpless, not long in from my meeting,i realy focused
i chaired the meeting, came away feeling pretty good, just in the door,
a phone call from my sister-inlaw telling me my brother had only days to live, he is in scotland 250 miles away im in england. my first reaction was to get in car and drive there tonight, im to tired to go now, my head is all over the place, guilt should have visited him early in the year, also sick
thoughts about how inconvient this is ,i'm going on holliday next tuesday,
feel guilt from them thoughts. no matter what thoughts i have tonight
i'm sure they will come out wrong, so i am going to put it in the hands of my higher power and leave it untill i can think more clearer in the morning
great to get that crap out ,thanks for being there bill Sad not ok
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Janbear
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PostPosted: 12 Jul 2005 06:01 pm
Bill, just paused and lifted you up to my Higher Power pray let go hang in there
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bluidkiti
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PostPosted: 13 Jul 2005 02:11 am
I am sorry to hear about your brother ((((Bill)))). I will keep him and you and family in my prayers. hug
Love,
Tammy
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scots bill
Joined: 08 Apr 2005
Posts: 399
Location: cleveland,england
PostPosted: 13 Jul 2005 02:34 pm
thanks jan and tammy for your kind words, i'm glad i had this site last night to vent my feelings, news i got was quite a shock, lot calmer now,
my brother passed away this afternoon, i can now be there for his wife and family,somthing i couldn't have done if i had been drinking, i'm
going to his house in the morning, which is a good drive away in scotland,
your kind thoughts helped carry me through, love in recovers bill lol hug angel angel hug
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bluidkiti
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PostPosted: 13 Jul 2005 04:28 pm
(((Bill))), I am so very sorry about your brother. Please know that we are here for you. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. hug
Love,
Tammy
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Janbear
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PostPosted: 14 Jul 2005 10:23 am
Sad hug My heart goes out to you Bill. pray Lifting you up in prayer again pray Please keep us posted on how you are doing. hug angel
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cassie
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PostPosted: 14 Jul 2005 07:39 pm
Bill
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Being sober for your brother's family is a blessing. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Your friend in recovery
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scots bill
Joined: 08 Apr 2005
Posts: 399
Location: cleveland,england
PostPosted: 18 Jul 2005 12:45 pm
thanks jan, tammy, cassie for your kind words, been to scotland seen
brothers family, all are copping best as they can, funeral tomorrow.
im sorry i cant be there , he is now in the hands of my hp, i feel
o.k, i did the best i could with what i've got.. on a brighter note
i'm away to tennerife tomorrow for four weeks, i aim to do plenty of sea swimming and just laze in the sun, it has been a hectic year this year,
now looking forward to my hols. won 't be posting for next four weeks,
i will miss you all, you have all become part of my little family hug angel hug ok love in recoveryu bill
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cassie
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PostPosted: 18 Jul 2005 06:33 pm
I'll miss you scots bill but hope you will relax and start to heal from this. If you find an Internet Cafe and have time, let us hear from you!
Your friend in recovery
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Misselle
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Location: Texas
PostPosted: 18 Jul 2005 06:42 pm
((Bill)) That's terrible news. I am sorry to hear it.
Joined: 08 Apr 2005
Posts: 399
Location: cleveland,england
PostPosted: 12 Jul 2005 05:37 pm
hi all
feel so angry and helpless, not long in from my meeting,i realy focused
i chaired the meeting, came away feeling pretty good, just in the door,
a phone call from my sister-inlaw telling me my brother had only days to live, he is in scotland 250 miles away im in england. my first reaction was to get in car and drive there tonight, im to tired to go now, my head is all over the place, guilt should have visited him early in the year, also sick
thoughts about how inconvient this is ,i'm going on holliday next tuesday,
feel guilt from them thoughts. no matter what thoughts i have tonight
i'm sure they will come out wrong, so i am going to put it in the hands of my higher power and leave it untill i can think more clearer in the morning
great to get that crap out ,thanks for being there bill Sad not ok
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Janbear
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Joined: 15 Mar 2005
Posts: 5529
PostPosted: 12 Jul 2005 06:01 pm
Bill, just paused and lifted you up to my Higher Power pray let go hang in there
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bluidkiti
Site Admin
Joined: 15 Mar 2005
Posts: 10500
PostPosted: 13 Jul 2005 02:11 am
I am sorry to hear about your brother ((((Bill)))). I will keep him and you and family in my prayers. hug
Love,
Tammy
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scots bill
Joined: 08 Apr 2005
Posts: 399
Location: cleveland,england
PostPosted: 13 Jul 2005 02:34 pm
thanks jan and tammy for your kind words, i'm glad i had this site last night to vent my feelings, news i got was quite a shock, lot calmer now,
my brother passed away this afternoon, i can now be there for his wife and family,somthing i couldn't have done if i had been drinking, i'm
going to his house in the morning, which is a good drive away in scotland,
your kind thoughts helped carry me through, love in recovers bill lol hug angel angel hug
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bluidkiti
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Joined: 15 Mar 2005
Posts: 10500
PostPosted: 13 Jul 2005 04:28 pm
(((Bill))), I am so very sorry about your brother. Please know that we are here for you. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. hug
Love,
Tammy
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Janbear
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Joined: 15 Mar 2005
Posts: 5529
PostPosted: 14 Jul 2005 10:23 am
Sad hug My heart goes out to you Bill. pray Lifting you up in prayer again pray Please keep us posted on how you are doing. hug angel
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cassie
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Joined: 16 Mar 2005
Posts: 1029
PostPosted: 14 Jul 2005 07:39 pm
Bill
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Being sober for your brother's family is a blessing. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Your friend in recovery
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scots bill
Joined: 08 Apr 2005
Posts: 399
Location: cleveland,england
PostPosted: 18 Jul 2005 12:45 pm
thanks jan, tammy, cassie for your kind words, been to scotland seen
brothers family, all are copping best as they can, funeral tomorrow.
im sorry i cant be there , he is now in the hands of my hp, i feel
o.k, i did the best i could with what i've got.. on a brighter note
i'm away to tennerife tomorrow for four weeks, i aim to do plenty of sea swimming and just laze in the sun, it has been a hectic year this year,
now looking forward to my hols. won 't be posting for next four weeks,
i will miss you all, you have all become part of my little family hug angel hug ok love in recoveryu bill
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cassie
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Joined: 16 Mar 2005
Posts: 1029
PostPosted: 18 Jul 2005 06:33 pm
I'll miss you scots bill but hope you will relax and start to heal from this. If you find an Internet Cafe and have time, let us hear from you!
Your friend in recovery
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Misselle
Joined: 15 Mar 2005
Posts: 316
Location: Texas
PostPosted: 18 Jul 2005 06:42 pm
((Bill)) That's terrible news. I am sorry to hear it.