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dalin
02-20-2008, 06:02 PM
GETTING READY FOR MEMPHIS

What had been learned about processing literature at Lincoln impacted on the Fellowship. It was a hard experience to talk about. You had to be there. Members from all over were talking about Lincoln. An attempt to have local lit committees workshop the material was made. The committee sent out the cut and pastes to local literature committees to be typed up 'we' form. This style deleted the origins of input by substituting the first person plural anywhere 'I' or 'they' or other persons were used. If this wrecked havoc with structure of a sentence or a paragraph of input, the instructions were to set it right in the best manner possible including adding sentences to make to meaning clear. Qualification was required because some 'we form' material applied to 'all of us', 'some of us' or 'a few of us'. Occasionally to include an item of input phrasing like, 'on the other hand' and 'in some instances' were necessary.

The inclusive 'we form' styling set the standard for all subsequent N.A. literature. It included a diversity of recovery experience unified by the word 'we'.

Far from being unworkable, this was a simple and easy method and the main requirement for quality was a feel for the Fellowship practices, especially the parts of recovery that were general or universal in practice. Groups comprised of members from many separate geographic regions was best for this sort of work. What they discussed was only suspected before: in instance after instance the spiritual principles of recovery proved to be universal based on written input.

The mailed cut and paste effort was a technical disaster. Although great care had been taken in the preparation of the materials sent out to the local literature committees, the instructions were literal to point of fault and referenced processing that had never before taken place in the N.A. Fellowship. The process was entirely unknown except to those few members who had attended the Lincoln Conference.

One chapter, the first, was typed up and a hundred copies were copied and bound by the Atlanta Literature Committee. A committee member named Greg R. read and followed the instructions with the help of other members and had the material produced at a nickel copy store.

Two separate things about the processing at Lincoln were hard to explain to others. First the creative unconcern that was required to cut and paste input from many sources. The occurrence of similar experience, phrasing or feeling was selected for if it was found from many diverse sources. What the literature workers thought or felt was not totally dismissed. The written input was taken to be a little more important than their experience to reduce personal bias. This helped keep personal bias from predetermining how a section would come out.

There had to be a time when the material was totally up in the air. It took a sort of tough minded faith to realize that no piece would get lost and that anything done could be improved on at a later stage of processing. It is more ordinary and therefore less offensive to proceed quietly reading each piece slowly and considering each point in detail with discussion of each new, relevant idea or concept. The trouble with this is that it is not general enough to allow a piece to be literally 'roughed in' before the more calm and deliberate procedures are applied.

Going the other route and doing it slowly is so precise that a formulation sets in too early and makes new ideas seem a threat to the fabric of the material, when in reality, all may and do occur in applied recovery situations. The roughness is expectable at this point of development. However, the effect on the uninitiated is like a thousand fingernails scratching blackboards all at once!

Some members were entirely incapable of staying in the room when this was going on even though they came back and were able to great work excepting cut and paste of raw input.

The above concerns made it difficult to do anything but generally describe the process and hope the listener or reader could follow the process. The WLC felt it had a duty to keep the Fellowship informed. Since the work took place with members present who could explain these things as the work progressed, the main attempt to explain processing was limited to the main committee and the local literature committees who also learned the techniques from their members who had attended conferences of the WLC.

The word of the Lincoln Literature Conference generated much interest and even more input. Stories came in from people who had laughed at the effort a few months before Lincoln. Belief that a serious effort was underway was spreading from the reality of what was happening.

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The now approved 'Literature Handbook' helped give lit workers everywhere a common information base. The monthly letters took care of the breakthroughs and new events to be considered by a growing body of hundreds of members from Frankfurt, Germany to Sydney, Australia.

Naturally, the growth of the WLC was viewed with some alarm by the previously unchallenged WSO as Fellowship information center. Since much of the printing and mailing was done for the WLC from Memphis, there was a growing concern that Memphis wanted to be the location for a new WSO! Again, while some members may have thought this was a good idea, the main Committee never entertained the motion. To Bo, such talk was merely another in a long list of potential distractions and side issues.

Bo spent five to ten hours on the phone daily. The rest of the time went to correspondence. His marriage and business was slowly falling apart. He still served as Atlanta Lit Chair and editor of the monthly 'Rainbow Connection' newsletter.

Plans for the Memphis Literature Conference that it was going to be a pull out the stops effort. Planned to be nine days long and running twenty-four hours a day, it would easily be the longest and most demanding conference in the history of Narcotics Anonymous. The Lincoln Lit Conference had gone through 20,000 photocopies and Memphis was going to be held at Memphis State University in an unused conference room in a student dorm. Plenty of floor space. A dozen or more 'Selectrics' and two heavy duty copy machines were going to provide the equipment base. As many as a hundred members were expected to show up.

Among the considerations that had to be considered was the sincerity of the members involved. No one was coming to the literature conferences for fun or glamour. It was not socially acceptable to be doing this. As with any new thing, there was a mystique of utter sincerity, hard work and faith. Unlike some veneers, this mystique was real and ran to the core of those committed to getting a Basic Text for Narcotics Anonymous. Whatever they needed, they could come get. It was happening.

Memphis seemed like the last great chance before the effort became politicized by others who would come just to be a part of something big. It was the sincerity of the courageous early supporters that thrilled and excited Bo. His studied and personal experiences had taught him how beautiful and rare such a phenomenon was in human history, much less in these times.

When Bo got home, he looked through the files only to find that major portions of the material were entirely missing. Joseph had been in charge of keeping the files and much as he hated the idea, it seemed that some of the material had been stolen. Waves of anger and betrayal washed over him. He took another look and it seemed like the best material was gone. What was he to do?

He thought about all the people that had come to do the work. How could it be that they were going to have to make up the work? Had his higher power been sleeping, to let such a thing happen. Finally, he called Joseph, hoping that there would be some reasonable explanation.

At first, Joseph was aghast. He seemed as surprised as Bo had been. Was he faking it? Bo went on to specify and describe the missing material by the headings on the empty file folders. Joseph started asking questions. Then he told Bo that the material wasn't missing. That he had established the headings himself and that the contents never developed for some of the committees topic outline slots. All the file folders had been marked in advance and the contents inserted as they were developed by the committee's processing.

Bo had learned a great lesson: one that was to help preserve the unity and forward force of the spiritual service they had undertaken. Don't trust appearances. Be willing to dig for facts and get past the emotions so quick to present themselves as if they were facts.

Keeping the principles in and the personalities out had been a matter of quickness. Even though years had passed since the original discussions with Greg who had moved to Oregon, the time was quick in terms of the movement of ideas among even such a comparatively small group of ten or twenty thousand people. Those with prestige and reputation to uphold had held back. The little guys had been proving to themselves and to the N.A. world the magnificence that lies in each recovering addict. It had been a real thrill for Bo to watch the spirit come out in himself and these others and do the work accomplished so far.

Bo didn't prejudice himself against outstanding people; he had just been studying people and life for meaning and purpose. Most of the world religions predicated that God was in all people and even that it was the same God, despite all exterior forms: age, race, sex, time period, geographic location, language and culture. Through the work on the N.A. Book, he was getting to see the miracle happen in fascinating slow motion.

One of the oddities which first showed at Wichita, and was evident even more at Lincoln, was the way the members seemed to step beyond their ordinary limitations. People who hadn't finished high school were editing with a refinement and technical sensitivity to phrasing and tone that would have done credit to PHD's. If they had been forced to present credentials, they would have shrunk down into their personal boundaries. Through the Spirit of N.A., they could expand far beyond these limitations and by forgetting themselves in an effort to help others reveal the deep, true and oh so beautiful spirit within. This was Bo's higher power now. He worshiped it through service to N.A.

There is a saying in the anonymous programs that you can get so spiritual that you're no earthly good. The commitment to service and to the Basic Text had long since exceeded the boundaries of reason for Bo. His Dad saved his business a time or two. His wife did sweet little things and made the old ramshackle house on Atlanta Road in Marietta into a home. It took much love and courage on her part. The children were growing but not yet school age, thank God.

Whether it was the disease or the unlikeliness of it all, there was considerable stress involved for Bo as well as the other active lit workers of the times. Maybe the simple trouble was that they were doing work with no formal support system. If they had been doctors or scientists, their work would have fit into a specialized, recognized groove and they would have had a different sort of support. Instead, the ground they were breaking was more dependent on a special kind of truth and the trappings that go with formalized support system would have hindered or prevented the work they were doing.

When Bo prayed, he still had the feeling that they were doing a good thing and that they were on the right track. His personal program had progressed. He had taken his own inventory and could see where his defects had been working against him, not for him. He had been able to admit, share and willingly ask God to remove any hindrance to doing God's will. He had made initial amends and found it to be a healing process although he could not control the when but only the who of the amends.

His involvement with personal service beyond his committee service extended to about twenty people he sponsored and his membership in a home group that was for three years, the longest N.A. meeting in the world. The 'Survivor's Group' lasted seven or eight hours every Saturday night from eleven o'clock to just before sunrise Sunday morning. Most often the group would go then to the mountain and meditate while the sun came up. Afterward, they would go to a nearby omelette shop and talk about N.A.

As using addicts, many of us had spent a great deal of time talking about the troubles of the world and the many things we would do better if we got the chance. The more our addiction progressed, and the worse we felt about ourselves, the greater the fantasies we would create about how we would change the world someday. We had truly outrageous dreams and no aspect of life from the cold bloodedness of the establishment, to war and the general sense of inhumanity was sacrosanct to us. Additionally, our irrational meanderings were couched in terms of ultimate morality. The more our addiction cut us off from our feelings, the more desperate we became to wringing every ounce of emotion from the tragedy of it all, without even seeing ourselves as centers of the tragedy. Something awful was happening to us and we projected our feelings outward. Our hilarity while using reflected our hysteria instead of good humor.

Our early recovery experienced is in many ways based on these 'high' standards. In time, we may become more realistic. The part of the dreams that append to the genuine heartfelt feelings are likely to remain with us but find new outlets.

So, is it any wonder that clean addicts armed with faith, hope and each other, imbued in spiritual principles, would undertake this great work in all seriousness and humility.

At the time it was considered and discussed that if the Twelve Steps of N.A. could do for addicts in general what A.A. had done for alcohol addicts in particular, then the effort would be worth any personal price we had to pay to move the effort forward.

We were willing to do the work because our individual and collective conscience would not allow us to be dissuaded from our task for any reason. We looked neither to the left nor to the right but straight ahead to the goal: the one thing we could not do in our active addiction.

Doing the work for no money, nor any other personal benefit, was used to raise the spiritual value of the work beyond what institutions could raise with all their money, credentials and prestige. We had to win the hearts of our people for the work to progress. Selflessness was a basic imperative if the work was to go forward. Bo realized that as the one others looked to, he had to disclaim any desire for money and set a pace for himself sufficiently hard to get results from the efforts of others who would follow his example.

It is worth mentioning that one of the keys to working with other addicts on the Basic Text was telling each new potential worker that no one any where knew why N.A. worked. Plus the book work was not an effort to determine that. Then Bo could see the member visibly relax and ask the questions they had about the work. It always seemed to Bo that the real interworkings of the Twelve Step recovery process involved some deeper aspects of human beings and it was akin to sacrilege to try to figure it all out. Kind of like dissecting a woman to see why she was beautiful. Describing the recovery process and what was said and heard in our meetings was acceptable and doable. It was non-interuptive to describe the beauty without defining it.

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The Memphis Literature Conference was scheduled to begin Saturday and run through the following Sunday nine days later.

A big screen print job delayed Bo's departure. A dozen or so member showed up at his house in Marietta and worked with him on the big job so they could all leave. It involved specialized processes that no one knew how to do but they could follow instructions and as a group they had to innovate solutions to various problems connected with doing the job. Bo could have just said to hell with the order but there were the usual bills to be paid and he felt badly to let down a customer, much less his wife and children by leaving them all in a lurch.

The hidden benefit in all this was that by the time they completed the job and left for Memphis, they were accustomed to working together as a team.

As a note of interest, one member from Miami confessed that the notion he had thought up was that the Book was already written and that members were simply being called in to co-sign the material. One measure of the closeness that the members felt was that instead of keeping this to himself, he had come out and shared it.

They came in a car and a Volkswagen bus. They took the interstate through Nashville and would have stopped for a meeting if it had been later.

As they drove down through the mountains of Tennessee toward the flatlands approaching Memphis, Bo looked up and saw the sun breaking through the clouds in a distinct set of rays. He counted them and there were twelve in all. He asked other members riding in the bus and sure enough, there were twelve rays in all.

They followed the map into Memphis State University and found the dorm where the Conference was already in progress. They whooshed in with the momentum from the past two days still carry- ing them.



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dalin
02-20-2008, 06:04 PM
Chapter Thirteen

MEMPHIS LITERATURE CONFERENCE

Joseph met them in the parking lot at Memphis State University. He welcomed them with a hug and led them into the building where the members were already reading and workshoping parts of the material. After the traveling members had brought their luggage into the Conference area, they called together the first of many group conscience sessions.

There were about fifty members present and they were all waiting for a clear idea of what they were to do. Some general preparation had already been done. Files gone over and sorted. They had the cut and pastes from Lincoln to type up into "we form" drafts. Some of these needed going over before typing. They needed additional bridge sentences or paragraphs to complete, introduce or develop the basic ideas.

Bo opened the session with the Serenity Prayer, as were all the group conscience sessions. He said, "Well, we're here. What are we going to do? At the first two Literature Conferences we went around the table to hear from each member why they had come and give everyone a chance to ask questions. If it's OK with everyone, I'd like to start the ball rolling by sharing my hopes and concerns."

"We've come a long way. The Book is now in cut and paste form and all we have to do is type it up 'we form.' Then we can start going over it to iron out the rough spots and make sure we include all the basic ideas.As most of you know, we make every effort to use the wording of the original. We also give ourselves the freedom to add to the material from our own experience. I don't have to tell you that the main thing is to stay true to what is said and heard in our meetings or practiced in N.A. recovery."

"Another thing. You know how unusual it is for us to be here to do work like this. A lot of members made plans to come and have been unable to make it. A lot of you only found out about the effort recently and have miraculously found the time and money to get here. We have started a 'miracle list' of the strange, unlikely ways in which you have gotten here."

"Let's start on my left and go around the room until we've heard from everyone. These group conscience sessions should allow us to work on a particular project but stay aware of what the other members are doing as well."

It took about an hour to go around the room. Members shared their experience at home working in local literature committees. They shared their hopes for the Memphis Conference. A few had questions about the technicalities of the work. At the end, they took a brief break and sat down at the tables together again. Bo reopened the discussion.

"We have ten chapters to go through and all the stories yet to be considered. Some chapters are ready to go into editing and others need additional work before typing can begin."

"You should feel free to sit in on any workshop and move around just as freely. Wait until you feel like you're in the one that is right for you. It will help the process if you move around some. Could some of you volunteer to chair the workshops?"

Members who had attended Lincoln chaired workshops to complete cut and paste sections. Some members newer to the work took material that had been typed up from hand written originals for editing. They broke into several workshops and got the new mate- rial from the file cases at the side of the room.

Some members volunteered to type or collate material from the copy machines. There were ten beautiful 'Selectrics' on tables along one wall. The dorm cafeteria was just outside the entrance to the work area within the building. The Mid-South Regional Lit Committee as host to the Conference had arranged for a telephone located at the end of the room, near the cafeteria. This would allow attending members to stay in touch with their local literature committees at home.

They worked late into the night and most got to sleep only a few hours before the Conference convened at nine o'clock in the morning. The fast pace and their growing familiarity with the material was resulting in less and less interruption of the various processes going on at once. Still, there was some drag getting started. By the end of the day, they had almost all the material ready for typing and some material was in editing.

The cut and paste workshops were going like Lincoln, maybe a little slower. Once the material was pasted, it was more a matter of catching things that were not on the sheets yet.

The editing consisted of five or ten members sitting around tables each with hand held copies and reading through the material carefully. Members would stop the reading from time to time to discuss points of interest or concern. They held up each item to the measure of their personal experience. It was amazing how much more they had in common in terms of recovery experience than anyone had even guessed before. It could only come out in sessions like this.

By Tuesday, all the material was in typing or editing. Some material that had been through a first edit was ready to be read and reconsidered. On Wednesday, the Conference was in full swing. Everyone knew the processes and the material. There were no conflicts.

Linda M. from Wichita had emerged as the librarian of the World Lit files. With her quiet manner and quick mind she was able to do a great deal of work without breaking her spiritual calm. She also directed the typing, filing and copying needs of the Conference. By Wednesday, she requested a blackboard to keep track of the work.

She made a chart of the entire Basic Text chapter by chapter. She listed the chapters in the left column and the items to be done across the top line. As each piece completed a certain phase, she would make her check mark. The blackboard kept at the end of the room in full view of the members so they could check their progress at will.

Through the group conscience sessions, all the members present got to play major roles. Each had something special to offer. Some could catch flaws. Some were good with language and some had degrees. Some were just good workers. All were needed and felt their usefulness. The group was grateful to all its members.

Some members working in editing came to the section of the material where direct quotes from 'Another Look' would fit per- fectly into a cut and paste from Lincoln. They telephoned Jimmy K. as author of the I.P. He refused permission to use it because he couldn't see the rest of the material. He said he might go along with it after he had a chance to look at it. The WLC decided not to push it.

The Sixth Chapter on our Twelve Traditions was unwritten and the WLC only had a little input. Greg P. was unable to attend but was contacted in Wolf Creek, Oregon. He said he had some material that seemed pretty good to him. The time it would have taken to get from Wolf Creek to San Francisco, put the material on a jet and receive it the next day was determined to be too long. So the material was taken over the telephone.

A lit worker from Iowa who was skilled at typing agreed to take down the material. The trouble was she couldn't hold the phone and type simultaneously. Bo held the phone to Molly's ear for four hours and she typed it directly from Greg's voice over the phone.

Eventually, Bo got tired and had to set up a high office seat behind her chair. They worked out a system whereby she could shrug her shoulder to have him press the receiver closer or pull her head away if she wanted less pressure. It only seemed like two hours to them. The phone call probably only cost thirty dollars since it was placed after eleven o'clock. The material went straight in to editing. The rest of the chapter was taken over the phone the next day.

Another thing was money. In a car driving through the boule- vards of Memphis to get office supplies, Bo asked Joseph how much it would cost to have the material typed up and sent out to members. Joseph said he guessed about three thousand dollars. This seemed like a great sum to Bo at the time. They both wondered how much they could trust the other with this much money. Then they both laughed. They had each put in more than three thousand dollars in the project through travel and lost time from work, not to mention phone calls.

When they got back for the next group conscience session, Bo asked Joseph to elaborate on printing and distribution. Now Joseph said six thousand dollars. He had begun to list the things that would have to be done to complete the printing and mailing. Six thousand dollars would allow for a copy of the material to be sent to all the groups free of charge. When asked what 'all groups' meant, Joseph said all the groups in the world. The potential of this reality struck the group with wonder.

Phone calls to local Fellowships all over went out from the end of this session for the rest of the month. Attending members had paid twelve dollars registration. Each would receive a copy of the final along with the minutes. Additional copies after those mailed to N.A. groups would be sold for twelve dollars.

The minutes that had been such a problem last year were now done as the group conscience sessions progressed. That is to say, the minutes went into typing before each session closed. The typists sat only twenty feet away and could participate in the session if they wanted.

Members would go to lunch and find their minutes ready when they returned. At first some attending members said this was impossible. Bo said it may be impossible but if we do it, I hope it will be OK. It was done this way for each session and attending members went home with their copies in hand.

Toward the end of the week, the editing was getting bogged down in hair splitting sessions. What they needed was overview to eliminate redundancy and to make sure the material read well since most of it would have to be readable in meetings. They experimented some and tried reading the chapter material as fast as possible with twenty to forty members following it with hand held copies. They were asked to mark the material where they spottedan item that seemed incorrect or redundant. The members working directly on the material noticed that another member could walk into the far side of the room and distract the reading with the slightest sound. Ordinary editing was done in smaller groups with a room full of members at different tables where they couldn't hear what was said three feet away. Another style of editing was developed on the spot. The 'Memphis flow reading' allowed participants to utilize another part of their minds. It was helpful at spotting problems of redundancy and poor wording. It required a different sort of concentration; more like the concentration people have reading alone. As at Lincoln, this technique grated the nerves of some members so badly, they had to leave the room while the readings were going on.

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Many of us came to believe that there was a real spirituality available to mankind and that we had found our way through the Steps. While personal belief is an individual matter in N.A., we all come to believe in something. Even those who were unclear about their personal belief, were attracted by the spiritual energy they could sense in others.

A discussion took place Wednesday at the Memphis Literature Conference. Many spiritual viewpoints were discussed. The subject was the use of the first person masculine pronoun 'He' or 'Him' for the God of our individual understanding in English.

In recovery, "God" becomes a word for Higher Power and is understood by most of our members to mean the 'God of a person's understanding'. This is made possible through our belief that true spiritual principles are never in conflict. By extension, the use of 'He' and 'Him' was discussed more in terms of an English convention than a philosophical or religious imperative. In our Twelve Steps and in the context of our Second Tradition, 'He' is used. The Second Tradition defines our Ultimate Authority as a Loving God as expressed in our group conscience.

Bo commented that the alternatives were 'She', 'They' and 'It'. None of these alternatives were in common usage among English speaking members. There is an esoteric view that holds that the 'mother' religions use 'She' that would ultimately be as confining as pronoun 'He'. 'They' is pagan and would exclude many by seeking to include only a few. The impersonal 'It' is hardly a term for a spiritual source that is 'Loving' as stated in our Second Tradition.

This type of consideration was also given throughout the Basic Text writing. The intent was to include all addicts seeking recovery regardless of spiritual belief or personal preference. This effort concerned our members as newcomers and later as members with five or ten years clean.

The Judeo-Christian language embedded in our English language was more ordinary, less contrived than the alternatives considered. Further, the bias could be diluted with other ways of referring to the Higher Power, such as, 'God as you understand God'.

It was discussed and intended that translation would have to be dealt with on a per language basis to conform to the recovery and heritage of members who speak that language. Again, the material would be tuned to the members rather than have them adapt English speaking values and concepts which might hamper rather than assist their recovery process.

About fifty members were on the floor working twenty hours a day for seven of the nine days of the Conference. This means about seven to ten thousand hours were put into the work in an amazingly short length of time. The addicts loved it but even those of us who were there couldn't appreciate how unusual it was. Along with the lit workers at Memphis, much work was done by members working in local literature committees which met that week. A whole network of participating members sprang up overnight. Word went out that we needed funds to print and publish the 'Memphis Review Form.' This form was later called the 'Gray Form' because it had a gray cover.

The local literature committee in Philadelphia called to say they had material that might help. A dozen members were standing around the telephone. Bo told the group they could have the material the next day if they used an express mail service. The circle of members got even quieter, thinking about the editing processes in session and the need for the material. Finally, one member broke the silence and asked if we couldn't have it flown in from Philadelphia and pick it up at the airport later that night. This was done. We couldn't wait twenty four hours unnecessarily.

By the end of the week, money was beginning to come in, the work was nearing completion according to Linda's blackboard, and members were talking about what would happen next.

The material would have to be typed for one thing. Then it would have to be printed, bound and mailed to groups that had yet to be located beyond the listing in the last world directory. The Lit Committee's mail list distinguished between groups and individuals but they knew they didn't have them all. WSO was asked to share their most complete mail list.

They said it was unavailable and asked what we planned to do. We told them that we were going to mail out the review form so members could consider it prior to the upcoming WSC. They told us it couldn't possibly be gotten out in time. How would we get the money? We told them everything we had done and exactly what we had in mind. They wished us luck. As far as the mail list went, they said the list they had wasn't as complete as the one we had recently sent them. It is hard to keep such lists up to date. Unknown addressees tend to build up on such lists quickly unless they are used for routine mailings and the addresses of returned mail pieces faithfully marked off or new addresses entered.

The problem from the year before with the IP's gave the literature committee the duty and task of getting it's own review pieces out to the Fellowship. This was going to be a big review piece.

The stories were simply typed up by one of the workshops and evaluated. While most were good and readable, they all went into the files for later consideration. Only a few members got in- volved with this workshop. No one played favorites about whose story was going into the Book.

There had been a banquet Saturday night and the Literature Committee passed out a plaque of gratitude to the Memphis Commu- nity for being host to the Conference. The food and Fellowship had been great.

At the end of the week, Linda made her last check mark on the blackboard. The work was as complete as we could get it for the present. Bo had announced he was stepping down from chair of the committee and asked them to choose another good chair for themselves. Some of the Traditions material had talked about committees that became extensions of the personalities of their chairs. He didn't want this to happen with the Literature Committee.

The site of the next Literature Conference would be announced by mail. One attending member had been in a N.A. meeting in Los Angeles. Someone had put a plane ticket to Memphis in his pocket and told him to attend the conference. He was from Santa Monica, California. That turned out to be the next conference site. And he turned out to be the chair of the host committee.

First, they had to locate any additional meetings to receive the Book, type up all the material, get it printed and mailed. The Memphis Conference ended on February 8, 1981. The Committee had three weeks to get the material out before the sixty day deadline established at last year's WSC. Does that seem like a long time? It's not.

The Memphis Review Form, later called the 'Gray Form', was close to four hundred pages long. It took over a quarter of a million pages for the printing.

After the workers left Memphis State that had been their home for the last week, they went to Joseph's to talk and have a meeting. The lights went out in the living room and candles were brought to light the meeting. In was raining enough to flood the nearby Mississippi. The cause of the power outage was a fire in an auto parts house right next door. It burnt to the ground that night, surrounding Joseph's house with screaming fire engines. The rain continued though unable to stop the fire and we had our meeting.

To everyone's surprise, there was not a piece of approved material in the house: not a single White Booklet or I.P. The Basic Text material contained in the files was all we could find. We had already opened with the Serenity Prayer and in the moment when everybody was trying to decide what to do, a newcomer said, "Who is an addict. Most of us do not have to think twice about this question . . ." He went on until he came to a line he couldn't remember and another member picked it up. We did the entire readings from memory. We had so closely tuned ourselves into the material that we literally knew the White Booklet by heart!



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