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03-11-2008, 11:12 AM
Anger
Why have I been experiencing so much anger here of late?
I feel as I did a few years back, always full of anger and hate.
As I sat here trying to figure why I get so upset to see people that
waste,
I remember when I lived in a tent in summer,
a cellar in the winter
and was glad to get anything that taste.
This is a part of my life I had almost forgotten,
another part to make me grateful today.
I must remember, not everyone has experienced
the want of love and food, they didn't live that way.
I also realize I haven't lived their ways either
and probably wouldn't understand.
When something from their past comes back to remind them
I hope they can write about it like I can.
Even though this has came to me,
I hope I can turn it over to a God who loves me,
I know one thing I can remember hearing,
waste not, want not, both He and I on that agree.
I have been so full of anger at everyone
and everything for several days or more,
I have tried to justify it within myself
and have done a good job until now, no longer can I be sore.
If it continues there is trouble for me ahead,
I don't want to go back as I once was so sick,
Please God, help me to overcome this,
You have helped me so much, don't give up on me,
help me quick.
I give my children to you, they don't like the way I am, I can't change
them,
But God with Your help we can work on me,
if they can't accept that, it's their problem,
Take this anger and hostility from me please,
I don't like it. I feel so ill at ease.
I say this as a prayer, not as an order,
there are no bargains, just take it, please.
Fiji B. 8-7-74/9-6-99
Why have I been experiencing so much anger here of late?
I feel as I did a few years back, always full of anger and hate.
As I sat here trying to figure why I get so upset to see people that
waste,
I remember when I lived in a tent in summer,
a cellar in the winter
and was glad to get anything that taste.
This is a part of my life I had almost forgotten,
another part to make me grateful today.
I must remember, not everyone has experienced
the want of love and food, they didn't live that way.
I also realize I haven't lived their ways either
and probably wouldn't understand.
When something from their past comes back to remind them
I hope they can write about it like I can.
Even though this has came to me,
I hope I can turn it over to a God who loves me,
I know one thing I can remember hearing,
waste not, want not, both He and I on that agree.
I have been so full of anger at everyone
and everything for several days or more,
I have tried to justify it within myself
and have done a good job until now, no longer can I be sore.
If it continues there is trouble for me ahead,
I don't want to go back as I once was so sick,
Please God, help me to overcome this,
You have helped me so much, don't give up on me,
help me quick.
I give my children to you, they don't like the way I am, I can't change
them,
But God with Your help we can work on me,
if they can't accept that, it's their problem,
Take this anger and hostility from me please,
I don't like it. I feel so ill at ease.
I say this as a prayer, not as an order,
there are no bargains, just take it, please.
Fiji B. 8-7-74/9-6-99