The Power Of Gratitude

[Kaya]

Empty

You think I’ve got it all
Everyone needs to be happy
Nevertheless there’s only
Emptiness inside me
You see, my face is smiling
But that smile just tells you lies
I’ve got nothing to give cause it’s all fake
Just look into my eyes.

I wanna feel hurt
I wanna feel pain
I wanna feel used
I know it is insane

I wanna feel life
I wanna feel pain
Oh this emptiness
It makes me insane


How can I feel loved
When there’s just darkness inside
Please can you give me something
Some emotional fight
Why can’t you just say something
That makes my mind a mess
I need to feel alive
Nothing worse than emptiness

And I just wanna feel hurt
I wanna feel pain
I wanna feel used
I know it is insane

I wanna feel life
I wanna feel pain
Oh this emptiness
It makes me insane

If I just could feel confused
About the people I have abused
Could this make things right?

And I just wanna feel hurt
I wanna feel pain
I wanna feel used
I know it is insane

I wanna feel life
I wanna feel pain
Oh this emptiness
It makes me insane

So empty….



The sea

Forget my pain
Feel harmony
Your refrain
Soft melody
Ease me
I feel free
Calm sea
My energy


Let me dive into your special world
Where everything is quiet and I don´t feel hurt
The light so bright is fancying me
And I just feel so calm and I feel so free
Protected by your waves
I feel safe
Protected by your waves
I feel safe


Breathe the air
Feel so free
Waves sound
Soothing me
Ease me
I feel free
Calm sea
My energy

Let me dive into your special world
Where everything is quiet and I don´t feel hurt
The light so bright is fancying me
And I just feel so calm and I feel so free
Protected by your waves
I feel safe
Protected by your waves
I feel safe



I Ran
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seeing her
laying there
can not stay
get away
then I ran

ran away from my pain
lost everything once again
tears running down my face
felt life was 1 big mess
and I ran

just left her
could not bear
empty body
you left me
then I ran

ran away from my pain
lost everything once again
tears running down my face
felt life was 1 big mess
and I ran

and I still see her in my dreams
she has found peace it seems
she knows why i ran away
that it was impossible to stay
and I still see her in my dreams
she has found peace it seems

and I ran
and I ran

ran away from my pain
lost everything once again
tears running down my face
felt life was 1 big mess
and I ran


and I ran
and I ran



Midnight dreams

On my bed I am lying here
When I am thinking of you I feel you’re so near
You wrap me in, just so tight, in your secret dream
You make me realize what safety means

Midnight dreams
Midnight dreams
Midnight dreams
Dreams

Can u feel what is happening to me
I just need you tonight to set my soul free
I feel your presence right now, I just feel you so close
You are the midnight fantasy that I chose

Hold me
Feel me
Free me
Dream me

Midnight dreams
Do you know what my love means
This is feeling so right
Come on and hold me tight
Babe I don’t let you go
Cause I want you to know
Nothing is what it seems
Be my midnight dream

Midnight dreams
Do you know what my love means
This is feeling so right
Come on and hold me tight
Babe I don’t let you go
Cause I want you to know
Nothing is what it seems
Be my midnight dream

In my dreams I am melting with you
And I just wish so bad that this dream were true
I just won’t let this sweet dream fade away
Until you are here, here to stay

Hold me
Feel me
Free me
Dream me







Midnight dreams
Do you know what my love means
This is feeling so right
Come on and hold me tight
Babe I don’t let you go
Cause I want you to know
Nothing is what it seems
Be my midnight dream



Midnight dreams
Do you know what my love means
This is feeling so right
Come on and hold me tight
Babe I don’t let you go
Cause I want you to know
Nothing is what it seems
Be my midnight dream



The cage

One of those days
Boring and hollow
I need something different
Not being efficient
But I have to follow
Your plan for life

Don’t tell me what to do
You’re not my father
I think you should know
That how you treat me
The way you retell me
Who I have to be
Is no good for me

I’m a grown up woman
Boy, did you ever realize?
Maybe I just wanna
Do something that isn’t wise

All you protection
I can not bare it
You seem on a mission
To follow your vision
Of making me fit
Into your plan.

Spoken
Just set me free
I don’t want to be
In a cage any more
I don’t want to flee
But can’t you see
I don’t love you for
How controlling you’ll be


I’m a grown up woman
Boy, did you ever realize?
Maybe I just wanna
Do something that isn’t wise


Answer the beauty


I hurt
I feel
Advert
I ´m real
I am

Answer the beauty now
Silently embrace
The secret how
Life is creating grace

Answer the beauty man
Feel it inside
Love never can
Allow love to hide

I live
Create
I give
I rate
I am

Answer the beauty now
Silently embrace
The secret how
Life is creating grace

Answer the beauty man
Feel it inside
Love never can
Allow love to hide


Just be
I am


LET ME HOLD YOU

Talk to me
don´t be afraid
I´d never judge you
for mistakes you made
Please don´t hide
the sadness you feel
feel so deep inside
I am here for you
forget your pride
and let me hold you

Please take my hand
I can´t let you fall
the pain you feel
I want to take it all
and replace it with love
Give in for my love

Baby give in
and let yourself go
nothing can scare me
I want you to know
no matter what
I will be here
tough times or not
I don´t fear
to be on your side
and just hold you

Please take my hand
I can´t let you fall
the pain you feel
I want to take it all
and replace it with love
Give in for my love

Please let me try to help you
not sure I can but I will never let you down
I feel your pain like it was my own
come to me and just let me hold you
let me hold you
let me hold you

Please take my hand
I can´t let you fall
the pain you feel
I want to take it all
and replace it with love
Give in for my love

Let me hold you

PARANOIA

Don’t like you
Are you reading my mind?
I have secrets to hide
No one ever may find
Don’t even try
To guess what these are
Cause your restricted mind
Will never reach that far.


And one day they will come and get me
They will not give me a chance to flee
They will suck all secrets out of my brain
They will lead my blood out of my vain
Until then in darkness I live my life
Ready to attack anyone with a knife
Only my own death can set me free
Take all secrets to the grave with me.

Don’t need you
Don’t wanna have friends
In my dark little world
Friends just means demands
Don’t even try
To break down the wall
If you say you will catch me
I am sure I will fall.

And one day they will come and get me
They will not give me a chance to flee
They will suck all secrets out of my brain
They will lead my blood out of my vain
Until then in darkness I live my life
Ready to attack anyone with a knife
Only my own death can set me free
Take all secrets to the grave with me.


Don’t trust you
Know you are a betrayer
The look in your eyes
Makes me say a quick prayer
Don’t even try
To tell me the truth
Cause I know you are trying
To escape with my youth.


And one day they will come and get me
They will not give me a chance to flee
They will suck all secrets out of my brain
They will lead my blood out of my vain
Until then in darkness I live my life
Ready to attack anyone with a knife
Only my own death can set me free
Take all secrets to the grave with me.



DEMONS FIGHTER


All the trouble, it nearly got killed
the last hope inside me, life filled
me up with coldness and despair
But I know one thing I should be aware


Despites all I am a demons fighter
and when darkness in my brain gets tighter
I am a survivor I have to remember
I have to work things, can´t be a pretender
I will fight

I ask myself how much Do I have to take
Is all the happiness around me just fake
I don’t know if I can handle much more
I need something achievable to live for

Despites all I am a demons fighter
and when darkness in my brain gets tighter
I am a survivor I have to remember
I have to work things, can´t be a pretender
I will fight

Don´t let me give in
I will fight


BETRAYED

I managed to pull
My heart back before you destroyed it
Although it is broken
With time I might be able to mend it
I hope your betray
Will not let it freeze though
Cause I feel so cold
Inside, try to let you go

Go away from my thoughts
Let me be
Don´t talk to me
Don´t haunt me
Don´t dream me
Want to be free

Did you think love is just a game
Trusting someone will never feel the same
You don´t know what your silence has done to me
It killed all th epositive engergy in me
I have to let you go and forget you
and start all over define myself new

I feel like my heart
Has turned into a rock deep inside
How can I handle
The feelings I am supposed to hide
If I would allow
Myself to feel them I know it would break me
But I really need
To survive, find my strength to flee

Go away from my thoughts
Let me be
Don´t talk to me
Don´t haunt me
Don´t dream me
Want to be free

Did you think love is just a game
Trusting someone will never feel the same
You don´t know what your silence has done to me
It killed all th epositive engergy in me
I have to let you go and forget you
and start all over define myself new


Don’t know how (a song for my little girl)

She just came to me
In her eyes I could see
It was herself she’d blame
I could see her pain
As she took my hand
To ask me to understand.


She said
I don’t know how to say
That I cannot stay
This is killing me
That I cannot be
The one who never let you down


When she picture this
She stops to ask what if
She will stay for you
Know what to do
But in her secret dreams
She knows what it means


To say
I don’t know how to say
That I cannot stay
This is killing me
That I cannot be
The one who never let you down


And in the middle of the night
She brakes down
Crying silently
Has her decision been right
She falls down
Crying silently

As she picture this

To say
I don’t know how to say
That I cannot stay
This is killing me
That I cannot be
The one who never let you down

Never let you down

[shydawg]

The Power Of Gratitude Slowing Down to Appreciate Life by Lynn A. Robinson, M.Ed.
We human beings are odd creatures. Have you ever noticed that when you finally reach a goal, you briefly congratulate yourself, sigh with satisfaction and then immediately set about wanting something new and different? There's nothing inherently wrong with that. We seem to be hard-wired to achieve goals, want more, and look to the future. The problem comes when you don't appreciate what you have, where you are and what you've achieved. If you find that you're in a constant state of dissatisfaction with your life, you're not sending messages to the Universe that will attract a life of blessings. You're probably familiar with the notion that happiness lies within. It's not guaranteed by a new job, more money, getting married (or divorced!), having children or being able to retire. Any happiness, bliss, or peace that you experience is brought about by your attitude, thoughts and beliefs. No new event or circumstance will secure your satisfaction; how you think and feel about the new circumstance will. What is in your life right now that you feel grateful for? Your intuition will constantly provide you with information about how to create a life you love when you begin to focus on appreciation. It will give you nudges, hints, impulses, feelings, hunches and dreams to move you in the right direction. In order to receive this Divine input, it requires that you have a channel that's open to accepting its messages.
If you're constantly stressed and always wishing for more time, money, freedom, energy -- fill in the blank -- you need to create some time for what I call "sacred idleness." All those signs of stress are signals from your intuition that it's time to slow down... take a comfort break... give yourself a few hours or days off to reflect on your life.
Create a sacred space. Do you have a favorite spot where you feel relaxed and at peace? It may be in your own home -- in your favorite chair, sitting on the porch, or even in your bathtub. Perhaps it's outside your home. There is a wide, slow moving river that spills over a dam a short drive from my house. I go there often with a picnic lunch and sit and watch the ducks and geese float gently in the stream. If you don't have your own special place, make it your goal this week to find one. Bring this book or your journal. What I want you to do is very simple. Just be present. Observe what's around you. Take in your environment. Breathe. Relax. Just be with yourself and your surroundings. Slow down. If you find your mind wandering. Notice it and simply bring it back to the present moment. Make time for sacred idleness. Feel your bliss.
Intuitive ideas and thoughts often come flooding in when we take the time to slow down. This month ask yourself some questions: What are you grateful for?
What can you do to create quiet, spiritual time in your life? What do you truly want?
What fills your soul?
What can you let go of?
What are the blessings in your life?
These are all questions to ask your intuitive guidance system. Listen to the answers, reflect, and take action. Taking the time to meditate, write and dream new dreams will pay off in a big way. It's the first step in creating a life you love.