peace offering?

[kessa]

hello my peers in this battle, yeah i know when i post something the people familar with me are thinking oh no what what is she gonna say next. I am about to leave for a horrible detox and then therapy and learning all about NA. I do think relevant dicusions are nesasary, in most of them i play devils advocate. I do want to tell you all at my meeting tonoght i met an amazing women who is going a be myponser, I am so glad i feel so comfortable with her right away, you guys have been great, by the time you read this i will 4 days away from rehab, i may come back a changed woman or still my onrrry self. I will tell you this, itts 2 step Na program and i wil work the steps and take in every thing they they have ti teach me. most of you guys have been wonderfuul, i need your prareys with me. love 3 yall post more if i can, take careof you and yours, remember that when you cant take care or u, you cant rake care others either

[gettinfree]

Hey kessa...Like I said earlier...I love your spunk! I don't think there is ever a reson to not question any situation your putting yourself into. We deal with life and death issues when we are dealing with our addictions. You know you are taking steps that may change the couse of your life. Fear is probably the number one emotion any of us have dealt with reguarding our past behaviours and in our recoverys. Fear can lead me into areas of my thinking that i don't trust anymore. It's through the recovery process of the 12 steps and the fellowship that I am learning to trust and embrace those parts of me that are positive based, not the fear and negitive thinking. From our perspective you are on a path that can only lead to miricales. We trust it and so will you...Keep asking questions...it's the only way you'll get answers for now. Please keep in touch with us in these forums. You've become part of our family. We care about you and will continue to want what's best for Kessa. Your Friend in Recovery...Mike :D

[janbear]

saying a prayer for you this morning, keesa :195:
Super you found a sponsor!

[zoomie]

Wow congrats on finding a sponcer so soon!!! We will be here when you get out of rehab don't worry. You do not have to be a changed woman so much as changing the way you view things. The biggest thing for me that I had to change was learning to keep an open mind. I found there is not right way or wrong way to recovery as long as it keeps you sober. I have fumbled along in my recovery at times and made mistakes,but I did not drink over them or pop a pill. Just remember HALT. I keep it simple when things overwhelm me or I do not understand things.

[CD BUCKBERRY]

kessa,Good to hear you are doing better,it will take time ,just keep trying.Having a sponsor helps you can unload what is on your mind,and maybe get their view on it.Just keep trying there are good and bad days,but more good and better days to come.Stay strong girl.

[Rich75]

Hello Kessa . I just want to say thank you for being here. Your honesty can be refreshing at times. Hopefully your time at rehab is a good one and hopefully we will be updated when you get out. Talk to you soon. One day at a time.:D