I have just recieved the biggest challenge imaginable & every parents worst NIGHTMARE

[rebosman_99]

I have just recieved the biggest challenge imaginable and every parents worst NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!
Thursday morning my 19 year old son (my bestfriend) was killed. He had decided to go out with some friends and got drunk. This drunk had been a relapse of his 40 days clean.
They say he was walking on the railroad tracks and a train came up from behind blowing the whistle and applying the brakes. He never moved.
I have been in every meeting possible and sharing like my life depends on it because it does. I did not know what else to do but call people and get to a meeting.
My Glamorous Christmas is over. Now I will just celebrate Jesus birthday without all the frill's and expectations that Christmas bring's.
My building block is keeping it simple and doing the basics to just survive in this world without turning to a mood altering drug to ease the pain and sorrow I breathe and feel minute by minute.........
sam

[annalittlebit]

Oh Sam----Words can't express how sorry I am--I will keep you strong in my prayers.....:195::195: And if you need someone else to talk to please let me know..:42:

[Sami]

My dear I am so very sorry. Just keep coming back. Rely on the strength of the program
and your true friends. Give yourself time grieve. The best thing you can do for
your son now is stay clean and sober. My prayers and thoughts are with you.

[Starlight]

Sam.... I'm so sorry, I don't know what to say that could relieve any of the pain that you are feeling right now. Please know that you are in my prayers.
:195:

[gettinfree]

Sam...My Heart goes out to you...Praying for you Now...Your Friend...With Love...Mike

[dalin]

Hang in there freind!

[admin]

Sam, I so, so very sorry to hear about your son. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Please feel free to continue to come and share with us here. We are here for you. :42:

[Craig A.]

Sam , I am also sorry about your tremendous loss, I will keep you and your family in my prayers and keep sharing and keep prying. God Bless you and your family.
Craig A.

[letgo]

I hope you have lots of support to help you because this must have been a terrible shock. I can't imagine how you must be feeling but you are in my thoughts and prayers.

[yukonm]

You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers:195::195:

[thereishope]

Oh (((sam)))
I am soooo very sorry,
:195::195::195:

[francie21805]

Many prayers going up for you and your family. :195:

[Rich75]

Sam I am deeply sorry for your lost. I as a parent can't even begin to think what your going threw. I for one want to say that you are a miracle today for not drinking. You are in my prayers and please feel free to call if you need to talk. Your friend Rich.:42:

[catlady]

Dear Sam...I am so sorry to read this. So sorry for you and all those who loved your son. I cannot begin to imagine what you are going through. :42:I will keep you and yours in my prayers. I hope you are doing ok...:195:

[Chewi]

Dear Sam,

I am new here today and was looking through meeting topics when I saw your post about your son. I am so sorry for you loss and as a mom I know there are no words to describe the depths of your despair. Praying for your comfort and peace and strength to continue in your spiritual progress in His strength and peace.

Hugs