MrSoul1970
04-09-2009, 10:19 AM
I hope she is ok...becasue she said she lived alone and I'm from Philly and there are some bad bad scenes there...just wondering if anyone heard anything ...havent seen her back or respond to anything...I've been alone and frightened too...Just hope that is ok,or maybe she privatelt reached out to someone here..
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Looking for help
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I'm new here, I'm 27 from philadelphia and I am addicted to almost anything i can get my hands on. I take pills daily and drink till the point of blacking out. I've been through detox and rehab but i never had any clean time. Even when I'm in detox i cant help but to get extra medication off the other people. I feel like I'm out of places to turn for help. My friends and family are tired of my behavior and it just feels like everyone has given up on me. I cant hold a job, i cant wake up in the mornings like a normal person, i'm just barely exsisting at this point. It scares me because i live alone and get very lonely at night and take so much stuff that I'm afraid something will happen to me cause there is no one here to watch me. I get myself into alot of bad situations trying to get stuff and just dont want to live like this anymore. I want to be sober but i honestly dont know how. I've been using now on a daily basis for the past 10 years. I feel like I'm in a hole so deep and there is no way out. I'm hoping reading the stories of people who have been through this will help me pull myself out somehow.
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This was her post:::
Looking for help
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I'm new here, I'm 27 from philadelphia and I am addicted to almost anything i can get my hands on. I take pills daily and drink till the point of blacking out. I've been through detox and rehab but i never had any clean time. Even when I'm in detox i cant help but to get extra medication off the other people. I feel like I'm out of places to turn for help. My friends and family are tired of my behavior and it just feels like everyone has given up on me. I cant hold a job, i cant wake up in the mornings like a normal person, i'm just barely exsisting at this point. It scares me because i live alone and get very lonely at night and take so much stuff that I'm afraid something will happen to me cause there is no one here to watch me. I get myself into alot of bad situations trying to get stuff and just dont want to live like this anymore. I want to be sober but i honestly dont know how. I've been using now on a daily basis for the past 10 years. I feel like I'm in a hole so deep and there is no way out. I'm hoping reading the stories of people who have been through this will help me pull myself out somehow.
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