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KathyB777
06-07-2009, 08:42 PM
I dunno how much more of this I can take!!!!
This sitting around is driving me CRAZZZZY!!!!!!!!!! But I don't have enough energy to do much of anything. Even taking a shower kicks my butt.
AAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm pissed off, don't know why....
Good thing I can't go out eh?LOL..........Maybe God does know what He's doing because I feel like punching someone.
Joplinfrk
06-07-2009, 09:32 PM
Please, go easy on yourself. You just went through what I'm sure to your body, felt like a marathon. You put some pretty potent chemicals into your body and now you are detoxing off of them. Of course you are going to feel every emotion under the sun in under 60 seconds. When I first "got clean", I was a moody little thing. Be patient..it will pass.
KathyB777
06-07-2009, 09:40 PM
Of course you are going to feel every emotion under the sun in under 60 seconds. When I first "got clean", I was a moody little thing. Be patient..it will pass.
Boy is that an understatement!!!!!!!!LOLOLOLOL
Sure hope it "passes" soon!!!!!
Thanks
BIG AL
06-07-2009, 09:52 PM
I was about as moody as you could get when I sobered up.Still am:mrgreen:Relax take some breathes and remember that you are not getting weaker everyday.You are growing stronger day by day.Hang in there.Its sucks to sober up my sponsor say if it felt good to get sober we wouldnt be meeting in a little room with 10-20 people.We would be meeting in a stadium with 10-20 thousand people.It doesnt feel good.But give it a few days or weeks and you will hit the pink cloud and everything will be hunky dory.I will pray that god gives you peace and a good nights sleep tonight.
KathyB777
06-07-2009, 09:54 PM
I was about as moody as you could get when I sobered up.Still am:mrgreen:Relax take some breathes and remember that you are not getting weaker everyday.You are growing stronger day by day.Hang in there.Its sucks to sober up my sponsor say if it felt good to get sober we wouldnt be meeting in a little room with 10-20 people.We would be meeting in a stadium with 10-20 thousand people.It doesnt feel good.But give it a few days or weeks and you will hit the pink cloud and everything will be hunky dory.I will pray that god gives you peace and a good nights sleep tonight.
Thanks, because I'm feeling pretty darn sorry for myself at the moment!lol
Victoriana
06-08-2009, 03:47 AM
Hang in there sweetie. the best is yet to come. Honestly, you will get your energy back and start to enjoy life. Your chemistry and hormones are just resetting themselves. Just expect to be up and down for a while and when the blues hit watch a funny movie or throw yourself into a book, whatever works for you.
You are doing so well Kathy. Don't give in now.
zoomie
06-08-2009, 08:34 AM
Just wanted to say good morning to you and hope you have a better day today with more energy!
KathyB777
06-08-2009, 08:37 AM
Just wanted to say good morning to you and hope you have a better day today with more energy!
Morning!
We shall see how the energy is today.......just woke up.lol
xo's
BIG AL
06-08-2009, 10:07 AM
If you find some give me a little I need it this morning
KathyB777
06-08-2009, 10:19 AM
If you find some give me a little I need it this morning
LOL.....I think I almost used mine up...ugh......need more as I have to get some money rollin in.
KathyB777
06-09-2009, 11:51 AM
2 weeks TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooo !!!!!
Getting a little more energy every day.....
Don't know what it's going to be like not walking through life without a "buzz", so I just try not to think about it.lololol
Victoriana
06-09-2009, 12:00 PM
2 Weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow! Did you ever think you'd get this far?
You'll get natural highs from life Kathy.
KathyB777
06-09-2009, 12:04 PM
2 Weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow! Did you ever think you'd get this far?
You'll get natural highs from life Kathy.
lololol....to be honest, yea I knew I would get this far because I'm pretty stubborn & when I make up my mind to finally do something I do it.lol
Just like when getting off crank 14 years ago........it was a life or death decision moment. :) 14 years ago I knew I had to either quit or die........same situation here as the meds were making me suicidal.
GOD gets all the Glory on this 1 though as if it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't have made it. :)
Thanks for being there for me the last 2 weeks!!!! xoxooxox
Jay Bee
06-09-2009, 12:18 PM
Congrats Kathy 2 weeks:85:. You remind me of this song I love to listen to. The song is: This battle is the Lord's , by Yolanda Adams. Keeping you and victoriana and other's in my prayers:195:. LOL to you , hold on to your HP and us:15:.
KathyB777
06-09-2009, 12:33 PM
Congrats Kathy 2 weeks:85:. You remind me of this song I love to listen to. The song is: This battle is the Lord's , by Yolanda Adams. Keeping you and victoriana and other's in my prayers:195:. LOL to you , hold on to your HP and us:15:.
:12: Thanks!!!! I LOVE Yolanda Adams!!!!! :smile:
My all time Fav music is gospel.....Hezekial Walker, Kirk Franklin, etc! :wink:
I'm hangin on to all 3......Jesus, my HP & you guys!!!!!! :85:
BTW.....This is a great way to lose weight!!!!!!!hahahahaha
Ourshirtsrock
06-09-2009, 02:36 PM
2 weeks TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooo !!!!!
Getting a little more energy every day.....
Don't know what it's going to be like not walking through life without a "buzz", so I just try not to think about it.lololol
Congrats Kathy!
Hang in there! iT GETS BETTER!. and it will definitely get different first!, sometimes before it gets better! Its all worth it.
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