Alistairm Decision

[alistairm]

I'm afraid that my contract is to be finish ahead of schedule ie. tomorrow.
Feel bad, not wanting to use, but not good.

I'll get in touch with a friend or get to a meeting tonite.

C'est la vie

Alistairm

[admin]

((((Alistairm)))) I am sorry to hear the news but glad to hear that you are not wanting to use. Please continue to feel free to share with us here. It helps to type it out. We are here for you. :42:

Love,
Tammy

[Doraine]

:67: Alistarim. It's good you're going to a meeting tonight. :97:

[janbear]

Alistairm :42: Glad you are going to a meeting too.

[peajaye]

Sorry you're experiencing such a grevious event. It can become part of your first step. Accepting the powerlessness and unmanageability of a life on drugs and/or alcohol. When I was first getting sober, and would think of using, there were several devastating memories that would "flash before my eyes". I called them my first step memories. Like leaving my little girl alone to go out and drink. There are more, but I won't bore you. My prayer is that you find a job soon. Mainly that you find the rewarding life of sobriety. The good news is you never "have" to drink again and the bad news is that drinking is not the problem. It is how to live without it. Hope this has helped, rather than hurt. I've tried to make it more about my experience than preaching.:195:

[CD BUCKBERRY]

:195:Alistairm,Sorry to here about your contract job,thats not good,but most of all you don't want to use.Keep up your positive attitude.Stay clean and sober and something good will come your way.Pray to the higher power.:195: