Reesey70
10-13-2006, 06:36 PM
Hello first i wanted to say that i did receive the replies to my post or thread or what you call it on here! i still am not sure on how to find my way around here. i wanted to come on and just put down how i am feeling and couldn't really figure out how to post something without it seeming like i am responding to someone elses not that i mind but i can't seem to chat or get a buddy list because i am not java powered! this is my mom's computer and i don't want to download anything without first going through the proper channels. Anyway to the issue at hand i hurt my leg at work yesterday and i live with my family as do my brothers one is in his 30's like me and the other in his 20's the 30 something has 2 kids so there is 3 of them and the other has his wife, anyway i was supposed to take it easy and today was a day for spring cleaning and being the person i am i felt guilty not pulling my weight but none of them even pitched in and my mother won't treat them as she would me i guess what i am saying isi expect them to feel like they should help out because my mother at her age in her 50's is working 12 hour days and my dad almost 60 works 2 jobs to pay the bills neither of my brothers work or really try to help out financially i do however and i also help with housework and mow the lawn each week! and i am starting to resent this! i have expectations of people that i shouldn't so i just wanted to get this out remembering that I AM POWERLESS of others and trying to remember "God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference" on the 17th of october i will have 60 days and wanted to say that i have figured out a way to get to 2 meetings a week right now, but for myself that is so far from enough! thank-you guys for being here so that i can write down some things and get some feedback!!