janbear
11-06-2006, 06:46 PM
From:Today I will do one thing
I was angry, ashamed, and frustrate about having to get treatment for my psychiatric illness. It meant i couldn't take care of myself. it meant my illnesses were serious. It meant loss of freedom.
And yet my symptoms were getting worse. With the two illnesses together, it seemed managing on my own was too much. Its true, treatment was tough to face, but now I can see that it was for the best. I didn't like being there, but I do want to stay stable and sober.
I will pray to accept my need for ongoing help
I was angry, ashamed, and frustrate about having to get treatment for my psychiatric illness. It meant i couldn't take care of myself. it meant my illnesses were serious. It meant loss of freedom.
And yet my symptoms were getting worse. With the two illnesses together, it seemed managing on my own was too much. Its true, treatment was tough to face, but now I can see that it was for the best. I didn't like being there, but I do want to stay stable and sober.
I will pray to accept my need for ongoing help