Am I awake, is this really happening????

[ihatethisdisease]

Judy, my mom, we will bury in the ground today at 2pm. This can't be real, this cannot be happening. She was my rock, my security, my constant foundation. What will I do now?????

"dear God, please make me a bird...... so I can fly FAR FAR away from here"

A day from HELL, ended by a night of loneliness.......

[janbear]

I am so very sorry for your loss :sad: I lost my father in June and though our relationship was different than of yours with your mom, all loss is difficult. Whatever you do, don't drink or use over it! If you want to talk privately i am here for a while, you can just private message me.
Saying a prayer for you now :195:

[admin]

I know it may not seem like it right now but you will be ok with time. Just stay in today, taking life one day at a time. I know it is not easy losing those so very close to us. My heart goes out to you. You are in my prayer and thoughts. We are all here for you. You are not alone in going through this. :195: :42:

[Doraine]

:205: :56: You're right you don't have to drink over this. My thoughts are with you.