Kristine
12-05-2006, 01:51 AM
I have recently realized that I can not continue to do everything. Which is very hard for me. I lost my sense of smell, taste, and feel about two weeks. I thought that something was fatally wrong with me. Come to find out it is due to stress, depression, and anxiety. I am trying to come to grips with this. I feel that I can handle all of this on my own and there is no reason why i can't control this. I have been in denial about what this is because this is one of the happiest times in my life right now. I recently got married to a great man who I love very much. Which is new for me because I have not allowed myself to love a man because of my fear of losing control. We just bought a house. Well I guess there is not enough chaos for me. I am not use to allowing myself to be happy.
Up til now my purpose in life was to make everyone around me happy. I'm a people pleaser and a perfectionist. I have lost touch with what I like and who I am. I have become what everyone has what me to be.
Luckily since I am experiencing this strange reaction from stress, depression and anxiety, I am forced to look at myself and get help for myself. I am trying to find the best way to make a change in my life. I came across Cber Recovery and hope it will help. I am also making a huge step and going to counseling.
Up til now my purpose in life was to make everyone around me happy. I'm a people pleaser and a perfectionist. I have lost touch with what I like and who I am. I have become what everyone has what me to be.
Luckily since I am experiencing this strange reaction from stress, depression and anxiety, I am forced to look at myself and get help for myself. I am trying to find the best way to make a change in my life. I came across Cber Recovery and hope it will help. I am also making a huge step and going to counseling.