Will I or Won't I

[CarolB]

Let's see I have 3 packs left of this carton (and 2 more cartons left unopened in the freezer) and I am left with a perplexing situation. Should I continue to smoke the rest of what I have (the other 2 cartons) or should I just smoke what is left of this one.

Just how bad do I want to quit my dang addiction to nicotine? Do I realize that I have to surrender this drug to a power greater than myself as I cannot quit on my own? Yes I do. But do I have in me at this moment and time to want to do this? I think that's what it's all about - how much do I want to be rid of this dang drug, Nicotine?

I have a job interview coming up next Wednesday, so I'm excited about that . As I haven't worked for a year, thanks to the economy here - so I'm praying that I get that position. It is in a field that I'm not used to, a cashier/sales rep for K-Mart. (My career history is 35 years as a secretary in every field out there. Oil/Gas/Education/Medical/Law) So I'm kinda scared about the job interview and I'm researching all the questions that could be asked of me in the interim.

Well that's it for me today - hope you have a great weekend!!! Carol