Story about me, but sorry if not all is good english, i am dutch

[Liana]

in 2000 I was in the hospital with a levercirose, I have a nearly dead had experience and was for at least 3 days in there

My mother knew I did not even more, but not how a cigarette or tasted the drink tasted that
I'm lost

I lost 5 liters of blood and 50 kg. weight, have by that cirrhosis
t received an implant, i.p.s.

my esophagus when they have to close fires, and then my stomach, because my veins in my stomach spontaneously jumps, when they have not helped my veins dichtgeklemt a kind of shooting a clip to my veins going, because they were leaking

Top of my stomach, they have to glue, because the hole had become too large.

The most severe was me and I still think that my mother has suffered here so that the last piece of life that they still had, had they had pulmonary emphysema and her husband already lost and saw me go

That was enough for her to not fight against her disease

I am still without drinking and without cigarettes, but with a belief that they have given me, that although you through the deepest valley, you will never walk, but always with someone who will help you

Too bad I've had it about this thing of me to insist

Now I see a dear man, I'm 30 years married an alcoholic, and know that I can only talk, not force, challenge, and yet feel that i have to do something, to let him understand

in the meantime I have got Erysipelas , probably by the hospital, bacterium
and nevertheless several at is able make those nevertheless clear, however, with the fact that I have that cirrhosis


i ve learned

lv Liana