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river · 08-03-2006, 10:53 AM

hello , i want to say when i joined this forum , i started going through rough period and i am thankful that i got some response to it all today i want to share that these accurances that came have shown me much great awareness of my unmanagability, and that it is not just jputting downt the drug, its about powerlessnes over situations taking it and not accepting of what it is this has led me to negative feelings and mistrust in the rehab i go to well i woke today did some first step work and the spirit drove in my anger comes from powerlessness lack of acceptance I have had a awakening today and give thanks today i can say i dont feel defeated,degraded , mustrusting, that i have a motivation to face the backstepping , starting over in the jprogram from the begining , that is going back to the c.c.p. ( checking into a correctional community jprogram everyday sitting in their groups , an alternative to incarceration) give thanks I have this chance, and really taking a look at the promises of the steps a freedom from self bondage that interfere with personnel relationships.. Have a wonderfull day every body and thainkyou for putting up with my whiining and despertness (did i spell that correct) God bless you alll

Misselle · 08-04-2006, 02:15 AM

Glad things are starting to look up for you, River!

*zoomie* · 08-04-2006, 04:18 AM

Hi River,good morning and great day to you!!!

08-04-2006, 05:56 AM

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really taking a look at the promises of the steps a freedom from self bondage that interfere with personnel relationships.

That is true progress, River. Not only relationships but in every area of your life you will know new freedom. Hang in there!

*janbear* · 08-04-2006, 06:21 AM

I am so very proud of you River

*Prescott* · 08-04-2006, 09:11 AM

Hi River, When the light comes on it great to see !! hang in there it gets better the more we put into it. Recovery gets a bad rap...it's actually a great way to live. I use to be in and out of jail all the time before I recovered from my addictions. It's not like thay anymore thanx to a simple program. Keep up the good work.

Doraine · 08-04-2006, 12:43 PM

Keep hanging in there River. Recovery gets better as long as you stay sober.

08-03-2006, 10:53 AM	#1
river my spirit flows Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: new york, Posts: 47	good morning , a great day hello , i want to say when i joined this forum , i started going through rough period and i am thankful that i got some response to it all today i want to share that these accurances that came have shown me much great awareness of my unmanagability, and that it is not just jputting downt the drug, its about powerlessnes over situations taking it and not accepting of what it is this has led me to negative feelings and mistrust in the rehab i go to well i woke today did some first step work and the spirit drove in my anger comes from powerlessness lack of acceptance I have had a awakening today and give thanks today i can say i dont feel defeated,degraded , mustrusting, that i have a motivation to face the backstepping , starting over in the jprogram from the begining , that is going back to the c.c.p. ( checking into a correctional community jprogram everyday sitting in their groups , an alternative to incarceration) give thanks I have this chance, and really taking a look at the promises of the steps a freedom from self bondage that interfere with personnel relationships.. Have a wonderfull day every body and thainkyou for putting up with my whiining and despertness (did i spell that correct) God bless you alll

08-04-2006, 06:21 AM	#5
janbear willing servant Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Oklahoma Posts: 14,184	I am so very proud of you River __________________ And this above all, to thine own self be true. And it must follow as night the day, thou canst not be false to any man. -Shakespeare For as he thinks in his heart, so is he. Proverbs 23:7

08-04-2006, 09:11 AM	#6
Prescott Moderator Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Prescott AZ Posts: 3,196	Hi River, When the light comes on it great to see !! hang in there it gets better the more we put into it. Recovery gets a bad rap...it's actually a great way to live. I use to be in and out of jail all the time before I recovered from my addictions. It's not like thay anymore thanx to a simple program. Keep up the good work. __________________ "Keep it simple" Love in recovery...John

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08-04-2006, 02:15 AM	#2
Misselle Devoted Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: West Texas Posts: 271	Glad things are starting to look up for you, River!

08-04-2006, 04:18 AM	#3
zoomie Moderator Join Date: Jun 2006 Posts: 2,204	Hi River,good morning and great day to you!!!

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Doraine Trusted Servant Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Lansford, PA Posts: 1,308	Keep hanging in there River. Recovery gets better as long as you stay sober.