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ihatethisdisease · 12-02-2006, 04:23 AM

Judy, my mom, we will bury in the ground today at 2pm. This can't be real, this cannot be happening. She was my rock, my security, my constant foundation. What will I do now?????

"dear God, please make me a bird...... so I can fly FAR FAR away from here"

A day from HELL, ended by a night of loneliness.......

*janbear* · 12-02-2006, 04:49 AM

I am so very sorry for your loss

I lost my father in June and though our relationship was different than of yours with your mom, all loss is difficult. Whatever you do, don't drink or use over it! If you want to talk privately i am here for a while, you can just private message me.
Saying a prayer for you now

*admin* · 12-02-2006, 05:47 AM

I know it may not seem like it right now but you will be ok with time. Just stay in today, taking life one day at a time. I know it is not easy losing those so very close to us. My heart goes out to you. You are in my prayer and thoughts. We are all here for you. You are not alone in going through this.

Doraine · 12-02-2006, 11:26 AM

You're right you don't have to drink over this. My thoughts are with you.

12-02-2006, 04:23 AM	#1
ihatethisdisease Regular Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: Kingwood, TX Posts: 25	Am I awake, is this really happening???? Judy, my mom, we will bury in the ground today at 2pm. This can't be real, this cannot be happening. She was my rock, my security, my constant foundation. What will I do now????? "dear God, please make me a bird...... so I can fly FAR FAR away from here" A day from HELL, ended by a night of loneliness....... __________________ Judith Elaine Foster September 6, 1963-November 29, 2006 Gone but NEVER forgotten. ~You can remember me and grieve that I have gone or you can cherish my memory and let it live on. You can cry and lose yourself, become distraught and turn your back on the world or you can do what I want - smile, wipe away the tears, learn to love again and go on. ~David Harkins 1981

12-02-2006, 04:49 AM	#2
janbear willing servant Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Oklahoma Posts: 14,184	I am so very sorry for your loss I lost my father in June and though our relationship was different than of yours with your mom, all loss is difficult. Whatever you do, don't drink or use over it! If you want to talk privately i am here for a while, you can just private message me. Saying a prayer for you now __________________ And this above all, to thine own self be true. And it must follow as night the day, thou canst not be false to any man. -Shakespeare For as he thinks in his heart, so is he. Proverbs 23:7

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12-02-2006, 05:47 AM	#3
admin Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Posts: 28,249	I know it may not seem like it right now but you will be ok with time. Just stay in today, taking life one day at a time. I know it is not easy losing those so very close to us. My heart goes out to you. You are in my prayer and thoughts. We are all here for you. You are not alone in going through this.

12-02-2006, 11:26 AM	#4
Doraine Trusted Servant Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Lansford, PA Posts: 1,308	You're right you don't have to drink over this. My thoughts are with you.